am totally not looking forward to the 9 of Nov and am secretly hoping this month of november will be over soon.
this is the worse bday ever........ dreading every single day.

works drowning meeeeeee....

You know I will always love you.
This gift of freedom is the best gift I can ever give u.

I am having butterflies in my stomach.
I am so excited and scared at the same time.
I have slipped into a fairytale and I cnt get out of it.
I hope I won't be awaken by the sound of reality.

Nothing seems to be able to pull me back up!
So I resort to chanting a mantra every morning. I love my job. I love my job. I love my job.

这次我真的哭了。
再也不会问，也不会说，更不会笑了。

Everyone has their rough patches in life.
Well for me, I am gng thru another roller coaster right in a not so exciting way. Each time this happens, a part of me dies along with it and I change. I really wonder if this change is good for me.
You know they say, what doesn't kill u makes you stronger. It's my motto in life and keeps me gng every single day. For now, I am just picking the bit and pieces left of me.